"My love, my love, my love, She keeps me warm..."

среда, 29 мая 2013 г.

And here is the truth

"Просто видишь в чём дело, каждая из нас готова всё сделать для другой, каждая из нас выбрала себе семью из 8–х человек, каждая из нас не понимает как это игнорировать звонки, каждая из нас не видит жизни хотя без одной. Видимо не каждая."

Apparently. And this is it. I never felt myself like a part of this family. Never. I was always different, from the very beginning or at least from the point when I chose the one who is the most important for me. If only I could ever feel that I have a best friend among all of you. Unfortunately I couldn't. Of course we have a lot to remember and I'm extremely grateful to you for everything you did and I was ready to do everything for you too....but here is the truth. You've chosen this family but I chose another. I don't know what I lacked for...maybe sympathy, warmth, interest, something to have in common...Everything that best friends should have! I never had it, I never felt like anybody of you needs me.

And only now I hope I finally found my soul-mate. The one who is really of my kind. The one with whom I can know what friendship means. 

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